Home Alone 2: Lost in New York

Baader Meinhof Complex, The (2008) IMDB rating: 7.40 Plot: Germany in the 1970s: Murderous bomb attacks, the threat of terrorism and the fear of the enemy inside are rocking the very foundations of the yet fragile German democracy. The radicalised children of the Nazi generation lead by Andreas Baader, Ulrike Meinhof and Gudrun Ensslin are fighting a violent war against what they perceive as the new face of fascism: American imperialism supported by the German establishment, many of whom have a Nazi past. Their aim is to create a more human society but by employing inhuman means they not only spread terror and bloodshed, they also lose their own humanity. The man who understands them is also their hunter: the head of the German police force Horst Herold. And while he succeeds in his relentless pursuit of the young terrorists, he knows he’s only dealing with the tip of the iceberg.

Actors: Bleibtreu Moritz,Liefers Jan Josef,Erceg Stipe,Schmidt Niels-Bruno,Kiefer Vinzenz,Licht Simon,Schilling Tom,Lommatzsch Daniel,Blomberg Sebastian,Dilssner Eckhard,Action,Biography,Crime,Drama,History,

81st Academy Awards : Take Your Picks - Early Predictions?
Best Picture

- The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button
- Frost/Nixon
- Milk
- The Reader
- Slumdog Millionaire

Best Actor

- Richard Jenkins "The Visitor"
- Frank Langella "Frost/Nixon"
- Sean Penn "Milk"
- Brad Pitt "The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button"
- Mickey Rourke "The Wrestler"

Best Actress

- Anne Hathaway "Rachel Getting Married"
- Angelina Jolie "Changeling
- Melissa Leo "Frozen River"
- Meryl Streep "Doubt"
- Kate Winslet "The Reader"

Best Supporting Actor

- Josh Brolin "Milk"
- Robert Downey Jr. "Tropic Thunder"
- Phillip Seymour Hoffman "Doubt"
- Heath Ledger "The Dark Knight"
- Micheal Shannon "Revolutionary Road"

Best Supporting Actress

- Amy Adams "Doubt"
- Penelope Cruz "Vicky Christina Barcelona"
- Viola Davis "Doubt"
- Taraji P. Henson "The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button"
- Marisa Tomei "The Wrestler"

Best Director

- David Fincher "The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button"
- Ron Howard "Frost/Nixon"
- Gus Van Sant "Milk"
- Stephen Daldry "The Reader"
- Danny Boyle "Slumdog Millionaire

Best Adapted Screenplay

- Eric Roth "The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button"
- John Patrick Shanley "Doubt"
- Peter Morgan "Frost/Nixon"
- David Hare "The Reader"
- Simon Beaufoy "Slumdog Millionaire"

Best Original Screenplay

- Courtney Hunt "Frozen River"
- Mike Leigh "Happy-Go-Lucky"
- Martin McDonagh "In Bruges"
- Dustin Lance Black "Milk"
- Andrew Stanton, Jim Reardon and Pete Docter "WALL-E"

Best Animated Feature

- Wall-E
- Kung Fu Panda
- Bolt

Best Visual Effects

- The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button
- Iron Man
- The Dark Knight

Best Art Direction

- Changeling
- The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button
- The Dark Knight
- The Duchess
- Revolutionary Road

Best Cinematography

- Changeling
- The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button
- The Dark Knight
- The Reader
- Slumdog Millionaire

Best Sound Mixing

- WALL-E
- The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button
- The Dark Knight
- Slumdog Millionaire
- Wanted

Best Sound Editing

- The Dark Knight
- Iron Man
- Slumdog Millionaire
- Wanted
- WALL-E

Best Original Score

- The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button
- Defiance
- Milk
- Slumdog Millionaire
- WALL-E

Best Original Song

- Down To Earth "WALL-E
- Jai Ho "Slumdog Millionaire
- O Sayo "Slumdog Millionaire

Best Foreign Feature

- The Baader Meinhof Complex
- The Class
- Departures
- Revanche
- Waltz With Bashir

Best Costumes

- Australia
- The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button
- The Duchess
- Milk
- Revolutionary Road

Best Film Editing

- The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button
- The Dark Knight
- Frost/Nixon
- Milk
- Slumdog Millionaire

Best Make-Up

- The Dark Knight
- The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button
- Hellboy II: The Golden Army

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Here are my predictions:

Best Picture - Slumdog Millionaire

Best Actor - Sean Penn "Milk"

Best Actress - Kate Winslet "The Reader"

Best Supporting Actor - Heath Ledger "The Dark Knight"

Best Supporting Actress - Penelope Cruz "Vicky Christina Barcelona"

Best Director - Danny Boyle "Slumdog Millionaire

Best Adapted Screenplay - Peter Morgan "Frost/Nixon"

Best Original Screenplay - Dustin Lance Black "Milk"

Best Animated Feature - Wall-E

Best Visual Effects - The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button

Best Art Direction - Changeling

Best Cinematography - The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button

Best Sound Mixing - The Dark Knight

Best Sound Editing - WALL-E

Best Original Score - Slumdog Millionaire

Best Original Song - Down To Earth "WALL-E

Best Foreign Feature - Waltz With Bashir

Best Costumes - Australia

Best Film Editing - The Dark Knight

Best Make-Up - The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button

robish27df | Jan 30, 2009

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Zack J | Jan 30, 2009

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Best Picture

- Slumdog Millionaire

Best Actor

- Sean Penn "Milk"

Best Actress

- Meryl Streep "Doubt"

Best Supporting Actor

- Heath Ledger "The Dark Knight"

Best Supporting Actress

- Viola Davis "Doubt"
(but Kate Winslet should be HERE for The Reader)

Best Director

- Danny Boyle "Slumdog Millionaire

Best Adapted Screenplay

- Simon Beaufoy "Slumdog Millionaire"

Best Original Screenplay

- Dustin Lance Black "Milk"

Best Animated Feature

- Wall-E

Best Visual Effects

- The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button

Best Art Direction

- The Dark Knight

Best Cinematography

- The Dark Knight

Best Sound Mixing

- The Dark Knight

Best Sound Editing

- The Dark Knight

Best Original Score

- WALL-E

Best Original Song

- Down To Earth "WALL-E"

Best Foreign Feature

- Waltz With Bashir

Best Costumes

- The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button

Best Film Editing

- The Dark Knight

Best Make-Up

- The Dark Knight (since Button is more CGI)
snoopmish | Jan 30, 2009

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Best Picture

- Milk

Best Actor

- Sean Penn "Milk"

Best Actress

- Angelina Jolie "Changeling

Best Supporting Actor

- Heath Ledger "The Dark Knight"

Best Supporting Actress

- Viola Davis "Doubt"

Best Director

- David Fincher "The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button"

Best Adapted Screenplay

- John Patrick Shanley "Doubt"

Best Original Screenplay

- Dustin Lance Black "Milk"

Best Animated Feature

- Wall-E

Best Visual Effects

- The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button

Best Art Direction

- Changeling

Best Cinematography

- Changeling

Best Sound Mixing

- Wanted

Best Sound Editing

- Wanted

Best Original Score

- Slumdog Millionaire

Best Original Song

- Down To Earth "WALL-E

Best Foreign Feature

- Waltz With Bashir

Best Costumes

- The Duchess

Best Film Editing

- The Dark Knight

Best Make-Up

- The Dark Knight
Scar Jokes | Jan 30, 2009

Mutants (2008) IMDB rating: 2.80 Plot: The greedy Braylon owns the Just Rite Sugar Company and has hired the unethical scientist Sergei to conduct an experiment to make an addictive sugar stronger than heroin or nicotine to increase his sales. Sergei uses invisible people as test subjects, like beggars, addicted junkies and illegals, in the clandestine Shadow Rock Mill. When Braylon’s men mistakenly kidnap Ryan, who is the brother of his secretary Erin and son of his security chief Griff, and Hannah, the youngster becomes an important non-contaminated subject. However, Erin receives some mysterious e-mails from the unknown Cinderella with a picture of Ryan and a hint that he might be in Shadow Rock and together with her father, they decide to seek out Ryan.

Download Mutants

Actors: Ironside Michael,Herthum Louis,Senzamici Tony,Bauer Steven,Austin Randy,Church Austin B.,Denicola Derrick,Finberg Ron,Fontana Joe,Gill Marc,Jones Jodie,Keith Matt,Langhart Drew,Leduc Armando,Michaelson Caleb,Action,Sci-Fi,

Do you think S.T.A.L.K.E.R. games have something special?
I’ve played all three games. Didn’t finish any of them (free time issues and school priorities) and now I’m playing Call of Pripyat. I like the graphics and the deep gameplay. But there’s something in those games that I’ve never seen again. They seem like creating a ’subculture’ of Chernobyl, a collection of stories about people, places and events that happen there. The world is so alive. The environmental changes, the weather, the ambient sounds, they all initiate you in a unique atmosphere that’s both scary and true. Take as example the campfires. You are in the open, after 3-4 tough skirmishes with mutants or bandits, and far away you see a small fire. You approach and you see a stalker playing the guitar. I mean, things like this in the game send chills down my spine!

Obviously this was not a question to answer, rather than one to share opinions. I’m not any S.T.A.L.K.E.R. fanboy or videogaming nerd, but it’s one of my hobbies and I thought this game is special, so I’d like to hear what other people have to say about it.

Also, a little tip: If you are lucky enough to have a 5.1 sound system (don’t need to be top quality, I’ve got a medium line Philips system and I’m content with it) and a nice screen, try playing with the appropriate speaker setup, volume up and lights down. You’ll know what I mean

Pineapple Express (2008) IMDB rating: 7.60 Plot: Lazy stoner Dale Denton has only one reason to visit his equally lazy dealer Saul Silver: to purchase weed, specifically, a rare new strain called Pineapple Express. But when Dale becomes the only witness to a murder by a crooked cop and the city’s most dangerous drug lord, he panics and dumps his roach of Pineapple Express at the scene. Dale now has another reason to visit Saul: to find out if the weed is so rare that it can be traced back to him. And it is. As Dale and Saul run for their lives, they quickly discover that they’re not suffering from weed-fueled paranoia; incredibly, the bad guys really are hot on their trail and trying to figure out the fastest way to kill them both. All aboard the Pineapple Express.

Actors: Rogen Seth,Franco James,Ahn Rio,Carson Sam,Cole Gary,Crosby Adam,Flisher Rich,Hader Bill,Jeong Ken,Khoo Jourdan Lee,Lewis Peter,Lo Truglio Joe,Longstreet Robert,McBride Danny R.,Comedy,Crime,Thriller,

Digital Copy of my DVD?
I bought Pineapple Express in maybe early 2009 or late 2008 and it came with a digital copy that I can put on my computer. I neglected to do it because I figured I wouldn’t need it because I had the DVD. Well we bought a new DVD player and threw out the old one which we accidentally left the actual DVD in. The code for the digital copy expired is there any way to get the digital copy now? I’ve tried opening the disk folder but the .wmv is just a static video file.

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Good question. Check the website for the studio that distributes the video and see if they have any options on their website.
Installing Flats | Feb 01, 2010

Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa (2008) IMDB rating: 7.20 Plot: The sequel of the first movie, the New York Zoo Animals, Alex the Lion, Marty the Zebra, Melman the Giraffe and Gloria the Hippo, still stranded on Madagascar, started to leave the island. All of a sudden, they landed in the wilderness of Africa. There, Alex soon meet the rest of his family and starting to have trouble communicating with them after much of his time at the Central Park Zoo.

here find and download movie and download Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa

Actors: Stiller Ben,Rock Chris,Rock Chris,Schwimmer David,Baron Cohen Sacha,Cedric the Entertainer,Richter Andy,Mac Bernie,Baldwin Alec,Will i Am,McGrath Tom,McGrath Tom,Animation,Action,Adventure,Comedy,Family,

What's the song in madagascar 2:escape from africa…?
when the people were about to cook the lion and he started dancing and then his father began dancing too…the song in the backround, whats it called?

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The Traveling Song by Will-I-Am

JadedGypsy | Jun 16, 2009

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i think its called "alex on the spot"
blank minded | Jun 16, 2009

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BIG AND CHUNKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*THE~BEST* | Jun 16, 2009

Spiderwick Chronicles, The (2008) IMDB rating: 7.10 Plot: Once upon a time, upon moving into the run-down Spiderwick Estate with their mother, twin brothers Jared and Simon Grace, along with their sister Mallory, find themselves pulled into an alternate world full of faeries and other creatures. Unable to explain the strange disappearances and accidents that seem to be happening on a daily basis, the family blames it all on Jared. When he, Simon and Mallory investigate what’s really going on, they uncover the fantastic truth of the Spiderwick estate and of the creatures that inhabit it.

buy online Spiderwick Chronicles, The and download

Actors: Highmore Freddie,Nolte Nick,Strathairn David,Rogen Seth,Short Martin,McCarthy Andrew,Fennell Tod,Lavalley Jeremy,Jones Tyler Patrick,Switzer Kyle,Adventure,Family,Fantasy,Thriller,

Do you think that you can still give some good English movie titles other than the ones in my following list?
Forbidden Kingdom
Apocalypto
Who am I
Abyss
36th chamber of Shaolin
Blood sport
In the name of the king
The Last Legion
309
Fearless Hyena
Hero
Shaolin Temple 2
10,000 BC
Armageddon
Braveheart
Cliffhanger
Titanic
Five deadly venoms
Snake in the eagle shadow
Journey to the center of the earth
AVP

Death Warrior (2008) IMDB rating: 4.40 Plot: A gritty MMA fighter is forced into a twisted, underground gambling ring in which he must fight to the death with other MMA fighters in order to save his wife from certain death at the hands of a maniacal crime boss. In a desperate race against time, he is forced into a series of increasingly violent life and death matches while simultaneously piecing together the puzzle which leads him to uncover the identity of the promoter and the ultimate showdown, in which there can only be one Death Warrior.

Actors: Echavarria Hector,Mancuso Nick,Jardine Keith,Jackson Quinton ‘Rampage’,Noble Cairo,Evans Rashad,St. Pierre Georges,Pajkic Neven,Fong Tig,Rogers James Preston,Action,Drama,Horror,

With my races, which should i make in WoW? Death Knight, Paladin, Hunter, Druid, Mage, Warrior, Rogue, Shaman?
With my races, which should i make in WoW? Death Knight, Paladin, Hunter, Druid, Mage, Warrior, Rogue, Shaman, and Warlock.

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well, idk what your races are, are you horde or alliance, and what race do you want to be, cus some races cant be certain classes. And just make what YOU want, dont ask us. you could totally want to play a rogue, and we say warlock, and you hate magic. so just play what you want to play.
Yar | Feb 07, 2010

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It really depends on what kind of fighting style you like… personally, I like a mage — I like using spells, and be as far as possible… But as a rule of thumb, have a warrior (faster gameplay in my opinion), and then get a Priest. For DK, you need to have at least one character above 55 (or, try Wrath of the Lich King for 10 days, and it allows you to get one).
ryanprague1 | Feb 07, 2010

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for hunter i gotta say orcs,trolls, or blood elfs bc
orcs have i think its better skills with bow and more damage to beast
trolls better skills with crossbow
and blood elfs because they have a good amount of mana

for drood well tauren duh can only make tauren droods

and warrior orcs,undead, or tauren

for rogue personally i like to use orcs just cuz they look cool and they’re beast

for dk blood elfs again cuz they can use that like mana drain thing and it works for rune as well thats if i remember correct havent played in long time…got hacked and yea havent played since

and idk about the rest never made any of those
but i usually just make any thing that has to do with mana a blood elf if possible so yea hope this helps and i would put stoof for alliance but never used alli so yea Anarkee | Feb 07, 2010

Baader Meinhof Complex, The (2008) IMDB rating: 7.40 Plot: Germany in the 1970s: Murderous bomb attacks, the threat of terrorism and the fear of the enemy inside are rocking the very foundations of the yet fragile German democracy. The radicalised children of the Nazi generation lead by Andreas Baader, Ulrike Meinhof and Gudrun Ensslin are fighting a violent war against what they perceive as the new face of fascism: American imperialism supported by the German establishment, many of whom have a Nazi past. Their aim is to create a more human society but by employing inhuman means they not only spread terror and bloodshed, they also lose their own humanity. The man who understands them is also their hunter: the head of the German police force Horst Herold. And while he succeeds in his relentless pursuit of the young terrorists, he knows he’s only dealing with the tip of the iceberg.

Actors: Bleibtreu Moritz,Liefers Jan Josef,Erceg Stipe,Schmidt Niels-Bruno,Kiefer Vinzenz,Licht Simon,Schilling Tom,Lommatzsch Daniel,Blomberg Sebastian,Dilssner Eckhard,Action,Biography,Crime,Drama,History,

When will the German film "The Baader Meinhof Complex" be released in the United States?
thanks

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I would go to the film’s website and look for the release schedule. It is playing in the San Francisco area right now. It probably won’t go into wide release. If you live in or near a large city then it will probably come to your area soon.

Ranger4402 | Sep 17, 2009

Dragon Hunters (2008) IMDB rating: 6.80 Plot: Dragon Hunters is a fantastic tale telling the adventures of two dragon hunters: the world has become a vast conglomerate of islands of varying size and shape. This babbling universe is mainly peopled with ruthless rogues, surly peasants and illiterate, petty lords Their main concerns revolve around two fundamental rules : Eat and don’t get eaten. For this new world has become infested with a terrible plague: omnipresent, monstrously famished, mutant creatures, are wreaking havoc. They are known as : THE DRAGONS GWIZDO and LIAN-CHU are two dragon hunters, but are a long way from being among the best. Their only real talents: the size of the hulking brute with the heart of gold, Lian-Chu, and Gwizdo’s talent for scams of all and any shape or form. Their sole ambition: to buy a little farm where they can chill out and raise mussels, a creature that is a lot less unpleasant and difficult to hunt down than dragons. A few islands away rises the fortress of Lord Arnold. Arnold has a problem: he’s living in terror at the thought of the return of World Eater, that horrible dragon that returns every thirty seasons to spread terror and destruction. Nobody has been able to conquer him. In fact nobody’s ever returned alive to spread the news of how the fight went. Zoe, the grand-niece of the lord, has decided to take matters in hand, and has met Gwizdo and Lian-Chu. Persuaded that she has found the heroes of her dreams, she is going to drag them into the maddest of adventures…

Actors: Lindon Vincent,Timsit Patrick,Nahon Philippe,Prevost Jeremy,Lentretien Jean-Marc,Paulsen Rob,Animation,Adventure,Fantasy,

Lyrics to my song; your opinion?
Hello thank you in advance; so this is my song please tell me what you think honestly here goes;

Belive:
It’s so hard to believe;
you’ll be there when i call;
you’ll save me when i ask for help;
serve my every beck and call….
CHORUS ONE
baby i’m letting my hair down and you’re not climbing up,,, i’m stuck in a castle and you still ha’nt snuck up,, you say i’m the one,, i find it so hard to believe…

you’re supposed to be my knight;
my knight in shining armour;
i’m your damsel in distress;
come save my knight i’m falling…
CHORUS ONE repeat

i thought i was so lost;
but baby then i saw your smile;
and i re.a.liseed;

baby you fought that dragon off;
you’ve hidden from the hunter;
you saw my hair cut off;
you just had to find a way;
find that way; find that waaay;
to save mee…

i thought that you had run;
thought that you were gone;
but then you saved me;
you saved meee;

CHORUS TWO
baby i let me hair down; but it was cut off(oh yeeah),, i was stuck in a castle;but the barrier was stull up; (babeey),, you sent me a letter; thought it was all lies,,heart the dragon never heard your cries,,,,
CHORUS TWO repeat
you say i’m the one;
and baby;
my baby;
i believe you; i believee you;
i believe you.

there you go honest opinions please; can’t tell you the tune but it is a slow song thankyou.x

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I like these lyrics! But i think it could be good fast song! Anyway you did great job!:)
Dajjna | Jan 30, 2010

Righteous Kill (2008) IMDB rating: 6.60 Plot: Two veteran New York City detectives work to identify the possible connection between a recent murder and a case they believe they solved years ago; is there a serial killer on the loose, and did they perhaps put the wrong person behind bars?

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Actors: 50 Cent,Aaron Quinton,Browne Edrick,Chantery Les,Cortez Chris,De Niro Robert,Dennehy Brian,Dyrdek Rob,Futterman Dan,Granstaff Brett,Hughes Frank John,Leguizamo John,Martinez Adrian,Pacino Al,Crime,Drama,

whats your favorite bible verse and why?
i like that bad@ss path of the righteous one from pulp fiction that jules says before he kills someone because it sounds so awesome
holy sh!t that ezekiel ones real! thats hilarious in a beastiality sorta way

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Malachi 2: 3 - I will punish your descendants and splatter your faces with the manure from your festival sacrifices, and I will throw you on the manure pile.

1 Timothy 2: 12 - I do not permit a woman to teach or to have authority over a man; she must be silent.

Ezekiel 23: 20 - There she lusted after her lovers, whose genitals were like those of donkeys and whose emission was like that of horses.

Leviticus 20: 9 - For every one that curseth his father or his mother shall be surely put to death: he hath cursed his father or his mother; his blood shall be upon him.

Psalm 137: 9 - Happy shall he be, that taketh and dasheth thy little ones against the stones.

The Pulp Fiction one has an add-on, btw.

Jesus Shat | Jan 31, 2010

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"God takes his stand in the court of heaven
to deliver judgement among the gods themselves."

Psalms 82:1, New English Bible

Why? because the early Israelites were polytheists, just like everybody else at that time. Jehovah/El started as one god among many. Later he was promoted to chief god, then finally around the time of the Babylonian exile, he was proclaimed the only one. This is one of the few bible passages that wasn’t edited to disguise that history (though most English translations have pussyfooted with the wording).
Psychiatric Help 5? | Jan 31, 2010

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A feast is made for laughter, and wine makes life merry, but money is the answer for everything.

(Ecclesiastes 10:19)
Grand Poobah | Jan 31, 2010

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hippies are awesome
sSHABULUu | Feb 01, 2010

Ring of Death (2008) IMDB rating: 4.40 Plot: Ex-cop Burke Wyatt (Johnny Messner, “The O.C.”) has one chance to get his life together, but this assignment might be his last. Wyatt is sent deep undercover into brutal Cainesville State Prison to investigate a string of bizarre prisoner murders. Once inside he discovers the truth: a fight ring in which the inmates are forced to fight to the death. With no way out, Wyatt must survive “the cage” or be sent six feet under.

Actors: Jawara,Aquarian Aesop,Bethancourt Justin,Bouciegues Freddy,Chase Jonathan,Garnett Shannon,Keach Stacy,Koyama John,Messner Johnny,Rasta Mighty,Rasta Mighty,Shelton Uriah,Sivero Frank,Washington Jermaine,Action,Crime,Drama,

Give me a reason why I shouldn't kill my self.?
I recently moved from Michigan to Utah and left all of my friends that I have known my whole life. I am 14 years old, I have the voice of a 10 year old girl. I am home schooled because I didn’t fit in in any of the new schools. All I ever do anymore is play on Xbox Live but now my 360 got the red ring of death and my parents have more than enough money to pay for a new one. It was the only connection that I had to my old friends from Michigan. I have asthma, bad allergies, anxiety, I am lactose Intolerant, flat feet, my feet face to the side like a duck, I have to wear glasses, My eyes look huge, I am bi-sexual, I have been told that I look like an alien, My PS3 can hardly ever get online anymore (and we have a good internet connection), I am too short for my age, I have random tendencies to laugh at the worst times, I am half black and nobody ever believes me, I can’t even get a girlfriend or a boyfriend, my family has history of high blood pressure, My skin is pale as heck, My clothes never fit me, Sometimes I feel like I want to get a gender change, and I come from a Catholic family -_- I want to die.
Sorry I forgot to add that I am a 14 year old BOY and I have the voice of a ten year old girl.

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stop focusing on the negative and focus on the positive in your life who cares if your home schooled or your clothes don’t fit,big Eyes so what that what makes you beautiful and young beauty is in the Eye of the beholder and i don’t remember it being you you half realize thar your still Young and things are still changing how wonderful is that right if you don’t love your self people can see that and focus on that when talking if you put positive into the World you will get a positive back and the same as negative as well your a smart young lady you can make it stop being so hard on your self
love | Feb 07, 2010

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I think therapy might help you. I had much worse troubles than you at your age (thought I was pregnant by my own brother who was 10 years older and had molested me for years, along with others) and my attitude was much more positive than yours, until I got bipolar disorder, and then when I am depressed, my attitude is really bad, a lot like yours. It’s kind of a chicken or the egg question - do you have low self esteem, and that is making you feel down, or did you come down with a mood disorder, and the mood disorder is twisting your thinking (as happens to me - and it has taken me YEARS to figure out that the mood comes first, then the nasty thinking follows). It could be you have just plain inherited depression, and that is the source of all your troubles, whereas if you weren’t depressed, you would just go with the flow - all that stuff would be no sweat. I’ll give you my depression tips. but I think therapy is a good idea - I really hope you will go. I attempted suicide when I was 16, and that was the first time I ever saw my mother cry. The only other time I have seen her cry was when her brother died a few years back. I’m now 45. You would destroy your parents if you killed yourself - parents never get over that, and many of them land in the mental hospital when their kids die by suicide. They will blame themselves for not seeing the signs and helping you feel better. Please tell them you need to see a therapist!

Generic Depression tips (PRINT THEM OUT):
If your depression is worse in winter, try to get more sun. You may have seasonal affective disorder (SAD) or your depression could be partly seasonal. Use a light box (10,000 Lux (light intensity) at about 20